A Letter to the Princess

Your Highness,

I do not understand why you should be such a dumb, insecure piece of twat. We have tried to accept you as you are, and even let you join our group of friends, because we believed that you were one of us.

I'm not saying that I entirely believe the shit that other people say that you say about us behind our back, but the fact that you are talking behind our backs just pisses the shit out of me.

You, in the first place, seemed to be so happy being around us, and I liked that. I thought that maybe it was nice to have someone new in such a small group of friends. First few weeks you were messaging us about how it was nice to finally belong somewhere, and that you had people around you who can understand you better. I had fun, too. I liked making jokes with you, let my guard down, because I believed that you have, too.

I actually don't know how to put all these feels into words. I am so enraged right now, probably because I haven't had the chance to let this out for some time and it just saved up little by little to the point of spilling out.

To cut this bull short...

Keep your insecurities to yourself. My friends are awesome people who know their place. We do backbite one another but it's to talk about a certain person's mistakes and tell him/her about it afterwards. Like the saying goes, if a person talks shit about other people to you, expect him to talk shit about you to other people, too. We do talk shit about someone in the group but it's only in the group, and we don't go on blabbering about it to other people. And, girl, unlike you, we're not dumb. We know our mistakes and fix them as much as we can, learn to love what we have and know how to work for what we want. Yes, we have debts, but that's only because at times the most just isn't enough because we have mouths to feed and bills to pay. You understand that, don't you? How frustrating it is to see your money fly away and not being able to treat yourself to something you would enjoy? Of course not! Because it's not your hard earned money, you spoiled cunt.

You keep going on about how people would distance themselves from you if they knew the secrets you keep. Princess, do you really think you're the only one? Doesn't everyone have a deep dark secret that there would never share with anyone?

And family problems! Problems at home! Really? Bitch, some people don't have parents! I don't even have a house! Check your privileges!

Jeebus on a stick, can you just please stop making all the shit in the world about you? You aren't the only git out there who's depressed and bitter and hateful. You're just a self-centered brat who thinks she's always the victim. Just get out of our lives because we don't need someone so pathetic. You are never going to have any real friends unless someone nice enough would fix your sick brain for you.

Oh, god. My mind is going blank because of just so much disgust. I don't really give a rat's ass if it were me you were messing with, but mother of jumping eggplants, you're even making up stories about my boyfriend's younger sister. If you're jealous because she's pretty and young unlike your fat ass, then keep it to yourself. If you're jealous because a lot of boys like her with out her putting much effort and showcasing her money, well suck it up.

I still have a lot to say, and this anger would probably go on for more than a week, but the Holy Spirit just whispered unto me and I realized that I should stop wasting my time and effort on you because I've already wasted enough. After all, "neglect and indifference deal much more damage than outright dislike."

I hope you all the motherfucking success in life.

Love,
Your Conscience.